I'm reading Don Quixote right now, and I'm finding it surprisingly funny and touching. I have been wanting to read it for a while because Man of La Mancha is one of my favorite musicals. Or at least, it's one of my favorite soundtracks. I've not yet had the chance to see it performed, but I've listened to the music while reading the libretto, and much like the book, it is both heartwarming, sad, and absurd.
So, as I make my way through the novel, I usually end up singing the music to myself as I read, and the songs get stuck on repeat in my head throughout the day. Tonight, I decided to take a break from Christmas music to listen to the album, and when it got to The Impossible Dream, I stood frozen at the sink, hot water running, dirty pot in hand, listening to the lyrics. Really hearing the words.
I've always thought it was a beautiful song, but as I listened this evening, my eyes filled with tears because it resonated in a new way. It says everything I've been trying to tell myself over the past few months. To be strong in the face of oppressive disappointment and sorrow. To keep love alive when distance is a near constant companion. To follow dreams into a world of fear and uncertainty in the hopes that we will come through intact. To keep believing that despite seemingly endless setbacks, dreams can still become reality. Clinging to those beliefs like a life raft to get myself through the bad days.
To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go
To right the unrightable wrong
To love pure and chaste from afar
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star
This is my quest, to follow that star
No matter how hopeless, no matter how far
To fight for the right, without question or pause
To be willing to march into Hell, for a Heavenly cause
And I know if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest,
That my heart will lie peaceful and calm, when I'm laid to my rest
And the world will be better for this:
That one man, scorned and covered with scars,
Still strove, with his last ounce of courage,
To reach the unreachable star.

Finally a book on my "to read" list to look forward to! Yippeeeee!
Annnnnd, here's to hoping that you, "keep believing that despite seemingly endless setbacks, dreams can still become reality." So happy you found inspiration! ...and while doing the dishes none-the-less. Talk about the impossible dream!
Posted by: Molly | November 09, 2011 at 03:28 PM
HA!! You make me laugh ;)
Posted by: Angela Noelle | November 09, 2011 at 03:34 PM
And I thought I loved you before. Man of La Mancha is my second favorite music (after Les Mis). I saw it in third grade and my life was never the same. If you don't have the more recent Brian Stokes Mitchell version of the song, go get it. He was already my hero and then I got to meet him and her him speak on his feelings about that song and meeting the composer an learning more about how the music was written to convey deeper meaning. It was AMAZING. I have a video of it but it was taken on my Blackberry and I haven't figured out how to convert it yet. When I do, I'll send it your way.
Posted by: Kate | November 09, 2011 at 04:05 PM
And please forgive my fat finger typeos!
Posted by: Kate | November 09, 2011 at 04:06 PM
This song, and you, are so inspiring.
Posted by: Kristina | November 09, 2011 at 04:14 PM
That's a great book! I also saw the ballet performance and it was wonderful :) This is a great song. Keep reaching for that star!
Posted by: Solange | November 09, 2011 at 04:44 PM
I'm embarrassed as a lover as musicals I haven't even HEARD of this one! But love the lyrics!
Posted by: Deidre | November 10, 2011 at 04:38 AM
What an inspiring song. It's the sort that can resonate with just about anyone in any life situation.
Posted by: Elizabeth | November 10, 2011 at 08:34 PM